walopon aku bekerja jd kuli org kat opis faker nih (gaji ok, skrin komputer pun terlindung leh main internet hari2), tp sebenarnya aku ada satu business. dan business ni nak jd dua dah.
business pertama (kita panggil business X lah) aku lancarkan taun lepas, dan kini dah setaun on the road berjaya menstabilkan kedudukan kewangan aku bile tibanya masa terdesak.
business kedua pulak (business Y) akan dilancarkan bulan depan dan tgh in progress dan aku percaya mampu manjadikan aku jutawan. nnt bile muka aku keluar majalah korang tau lah. hahahaha dan aku akan tetap tak akan bgtau akulah pemilik blog gampang nih.
korang percaya tak kedua-dua busines ni hanya bermodalkan idea dari pala hotak aku je? kikiki mula2 rmai tak caya, tp biler aku citer tetap dowang tak caya, tp bile aku tunjuk profit business yg riban-riban tuh baru dowang percaya.
korang pun boleh business. camne? meh aku ajar cara paling simple. TAPI INGAT KORANG KENA OPEN MINDED PENGSAN TAU
1) pikir satu benda yang korang paling suka dlm hidup korang.
(macam aku suka melukis).
2) dah ada benda tuh? ok pastu korang pikir plak apakah BENDA HIKMAT tu mampu dijual secara mass market atau besar-besaran.
(mcm aku melukis kalo buat painting mampus susah nak jual kan? so cara terbaik buat lukisan praktikal dan org sanggup bayar untuk pkai, dlm kes aku nih lukisan senibina atau architecture)
3) kalo korang nak buat jualan, pikirkan SAPAKAH PEMBELI UTAMA?
(mcm aku of coz la org yg nak bina umah atau bangunan, tp business aku ada specific target audience iaitu org2 yg nak buat renovation saje)
4) jika nak buat jualan, pikirkan APAKAH ALAT UTAMA UNTUK MENGHASILKAN PRODUK korang?
(mcm aku hanya perlukan komputer, printer, dan buku-buku idea saje. so bajet kecik giler)
5) dah ada semua diatas? ok sekarang korang pg pejabat daftar perniagaan dan letak la nama kompeni korang ikut suka. TARA, SATU BUSINESS DAH TERHASIL!
nampak mcm gampang kan? tapi itulah step yg aku buat utk kedua-dua business aku yg dari RM 0.00 kini mampu bg aku RM**,*** dalam masa setaun je.
nnt kita sambung lagi detail, ada soalan?
Regards
Kuih
CEO of X and Y
ok kali ini aku nak berEMO sikit. ini pasal satu perempuan yg sudah kasi aku sakit hati. disebabkan terlalunya sakit hati aku telah menulis surat utk dia. dan disini aku terbitkan surat tersebut utk tatapan umum. huh!
dear ****,
nampak gayanya all my call u dah tak jawab....i dunno why, maybe u dah tak nak kawan ngan i..or maybe u dah boring ngan i...or maybe u dah puas main2 kan i? whatever it is....i'm so disapointed.
actualy....it is not only kecewa..but i'm also started to feel anger....half to u, and half to myself.
i dunno what ur thinking of me...a guy who relly u can fool around agaknye...but the weird thing is, i actually allow myself to be hurt by u. from the moment u did hurt me last time i tot i wont let it happened again...but then somehow i dare to take a risk to be hurt again...and now it is happening!
kalo girl lain i dah tak kisah langsung.....tapi dgn u i just let it be. since the last time we met is during the ***** *** concert (if u did remember). dah sebulan gamaknye i tak dgr khabar berita dr u.
sebenarnya i pun dah totally tak faham, apa yang sebenarnye berlaku sekarang ni...suddenly u avoiding me....oh, maybe u dah ada bfren baru?
this is not fair to me ****...TOTALLY NOT FAIR! kalo caring i yang berikan selama ni dekat u is no meaning, at least bagitau je la...."*** i dont want u to be my fren anymore!" kan senang? cakap bahasa melayu pun bole gak. tapi u tetiba je senyap ni tak jawab my call, sms pun tak...it just so confusing ****. CONFUSED!
u tau kan how i felt on u..how deep my love on u...how i dont care the world when i'm with u....ah,i tak kisah how cliche it is..yg penting thats how i felt on u ****.
i will always remember the first time i saw u....
i rasa kecewa, rasa marah, geram, benci, sayang, rindu....only on u. u r the only girl who could make feel all that at the same time....mcm sekarang ni lah. memang i tgh marah and benci sgt dgn u...but at the sme time i betul2 rindu kan u..rindu all the breakfast, lunches, evening tea, dinners, suppers, that we have last time. it is such a great time to spend a day with u.
tp sekarang u menyepi...apa yg i dah buat salah spai u dah tak jwb my call? or maybe takde salah apa2 pun cuma u nak bg sign dekat i jgn kacau u lg...
u tau tak ****...i'm a person who believe in love....kasih dan sayang. i tak percaya kemewahan dunia ni mampu give that thing...thats why i'm still looking forward to see u...to share my feeling with u....to share everything i could feel and get with u....to have somebody to talk to when i'm happy or down....to have somebody to share with the ideas of life or even in my architecture design...to share a proud moment...to share everythings la...but then....ahhhh,i'm so down now since u LEFT me after the ***** *** concert.
the worst thing is....the feeling of disapointment tu i felt on the 2nd day of new year!
how could u ****....
tak tergambar sebenarnye perasaaan i sekarang ni..kalo bole meletup dah lama meletup gamaknye..tp i sabar je...sebab i tot u tak tergamak nak wat mcm ni. tp tula...Tuhan jdkan manusia ni pelbagai ragam....meriah sedikit hidup ni....kalo suma baik je tak syok la pulak. maybe God created u in such a way, to came into my life in a blink...and dissapear in blink. but in between the space and time, i did have great moment ever in my life. U did give me such a great memories to be remember. GREAT MEMORIES and i really mean it.
i pun tak faham kekadng tu why i should felt this way. u bukan pun girlfren i...apatah lg nak dipanggil kekasih...tp tula kan...i ni tak hipokrit..i say what i felt..
****, maybe bila u baca ni u didnt feel anything. just seorang lg lelaki yg dok merapik...atau maybe u did feel something inside ur heart. i dunno,i bukan bole baca hati u....tp i believe at least something did move in ur heart.
one of my closest friend told me at mamak stall one night, "....sebelum ko berjalan lg jauh, toleh ke belakang sekejap kalo ko still percaya dia mmg sesuai utk jiwa ko........kita perlukan sesuatu utk percaya dlm hidup ni,teruskan percaya." and he really mean it.
and from that day on....i believe in myself that i need to believe in this feeling of mine...
sekian
***
hahahahaha mcm gampang!
auw!
ketika aku sedang menulis ini, aku di dalam keadaan sedang hendak menyiapkan senarai lagu-lagu aku yang akan diterbitkan tidak lama lagi. senarainya agak panjang dan hendak menyenarai pendekkan amatlah memeritkan. semuanya sedap didengar dan amat mengasyikkan, namun keadaan pasaran juga harus diambil kira. ah peritnya. komposisi lagu yang dibentuk kadang-kadang terlalu berseni dan menyebabkan rakan-rakan dan saudara terdekat pun tak paham bila aku bagi mereka dengar. setiap kritikan aku ambil untuk memperbaiki mana yang perlu. namun, seperti setiap seniman pernah berkata, "your touch is just YOUR touch" maka setiap lagu mestilah terdapat unsur-unsur dan elemen-elemen yang sama.
menerbitkan setiap karya aku sendiri merupakan cita-cita aku sejak kecil. menjadi seorang arkitek memberikan aku ruang untuk menerbitkan apa yang aku lakarkan menjadi sebuah arca berfungsi yang cukup besar dan gagah. apa yang aku impikan kini telah menjadi kenyataan dan aku bersyukur pada Tuhan kerana memakbulkan setiap permintaan aku. nama aku pernah terpampang didada majalah arkitek malaysia dan hasil kerja aku kini menjadi analisa pelajar-pelajar jurusan binaan. memang menarik dan kini aku mula ke arah penghasilan karya seterusnya iaitu muzik.
aku pernah memiliki kugiran pada usia remaja dan seperti biasa kugiran tersebut tak pun bertahan lama bila masing-masing mula memasuki alam pekerjaan. aku tetap meminati Metallica dan Cranberries dan Coldplay. Tetapi bila aku cipta lagu ianya akan jadi macam Enya atau P.Diddy atau Kitaro (memang kawan-kawan aku cakap muzik aku macam Kitaro walhal aku tak pernah ada koleksi beliau, Metallica banyaklah, koleksi sempurna lagi!)
kini aku mencipta lagu secara solo. 20 tahun mencipta menjadikan lagu aku begitulah peliknya. aku tetap mengidolakan karya Too Phat dan M.Nasir dan gabungan mereka untuk single terbaru Malique Too Phat amat mengagumkan aku. bila aku cipta lagu aku rasa bebas dan karya itu menjadi satu hasil seni. tapi bila aku pergi kerja ianya amat membosankan. aku tengah mengumpul dana untuk melalui hidup selama setahun tanpa kerja di pejabat orang lain. hmmm kerja nak simpan duit ni pun satu kerja yang sukar juga, ditambah pula komitmen yang besar. well, you do what you need to do!
last nite i watched gossip girl, u guys know or not? the war between little J and B has ended*, and as predicted B won big time and little J lost shamefully. B has worn little J earlier that the fight will turn ugly and B are very precise in everything. proven, little J went home crying on her father's shoulder*...... what a loser! serena met her long lost gud fren and now it turn very ugly too. all past experience has been superceeded by serena but this stupid little fren came wif a secret of her. shait this is totally shait. serena went to B and confessed a big time secret, she is a murderer! serena brother E is a gay. dem! what the heck....
*Usman Kelantan one of our sasterawan negara has passed away earlier, leaving a handfull of intellectual properties to Malaysia. i dun now him well and never read or critic his work but i heard in the radio this morning that he is very good.
*today got meeting. stupid job. i just hate my life everyday going to work at 9 and left at 6. i wish i could just stop immediately and left all this burden away. being a professional is not that exiciting. everything u do came wif a responsibility. erghhhh, shait man SHAIT!
i will not going to any private hospital to do any checking for my body, afraid they going to leak it out! errrr luckily all my MCs i bought from my neighbour's clinic. better to tell him dont bocor my report to the bos. fuhhhhh if not got circulate in internet and that is very shamefullllll..
dear reader(s),
i was having a thot lately. sabotage can happen at anyone at anytime. during the cawangan annual general meeting my family has been sabotage by a real dem faking saboteur that is my mom close fren. shait, this is shait. before the meeting, there was several 4 serangkai meeting has been organized and my mom ask if there is anyone who wanted to challenge her for the ketua wanita. and everyone said no including the saboteur hubby who also the ketua cawangan la. the question has been raised regularly until the last day before the general meeting and the answer still the same NO. so my mom ask me to prepare her speech. as a very brilliant and bright person i wrote her speech very meaningful bladi blada blado. then the next day on the meeting my mom has been challenged and lost a lot. it was because my mom doesn't get her war general ready as the status has been confirmed clear before. and the best thing is the new ketua wanita is my mom close fren. and the big faking saboteur was the ketua cawangan wife. this is also happen to puteri as the ketua been hijacked and replaced. my uncle who is ketua pemuda let his position go and move to timbalan ketua cawangan. my uncle also shocked. it is a big mistake to trust the ketua cawangan himself. the ketua cawangan has no ball to fight. no faking dem penis and ball. he is faget and sick to death.
in three years, i will do the take over and this time around i will make sure the ketua cawangan, the ketua wanita, ketua puteri, and ketua pemuda hijacked to death.
see u in hell faker
dear bos,
u sak big time, insensitive and so stingy. u like to force people work more, but pay less. u wanted a superstaff but pay little like shait. u r nothing but disgrace to the entire universe. u r nothing but dumb to me.
dear bos secreatary,
u prepare our salary last minute n dem late. all staff hate u n play nice wif u just for the sake of u got no fren in the office
dear ofismate,
u guys sak big time also. urghhhh
dear anwar,
y u wanted to havoc this country? u have left the office 10 years for UMNO sakes! shait, u r the big shait in this country and i just dem hate shait u. u got nothing to do but create a mess. i dun care either u sodom or homo or metro or fuck or whatever! but don mess up our country! it is your personal problem stupid!
dear readers,
y u reading this blog? got nothing to do???? shait!
regards
big winner
i am so super bored in the office. got a lot of things to do n it is fucking nitemare. sum of the people in the office is sak big time. my boss too and my secretary and everyone! they are all insensitive jerk who dun give a fuck to me. i hate those people and maybe i hate u too readers. shait this is totally shait....
lately this fucking country in turmoil and sumbody got raped and sodomized and shait.
i need to change my job. i wanted to move into my own and still my fucking web designer not finished his fucking job for my web. ok dude, once ready I'll let u know!
fuel hikes fuck up big time and i hate fuel so much. all the dollars u spent are going to vaporized to move your fucking ass and heavy car also. yesterday a BMW X5 park beside me and the size is 4.8cc. shait that is totally shait eating fuel!!
dem, i need to rest. my brain suck up a lot